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You're probably wanting to know where I've been.

TLDR story:
1. Put up with crap for about 3 years
2. Got Dumped 
3. Was beta
4. Got my shit together
5. Shit started falling into place
6. My life is now 100 times better

The story

Near the end of 2013 I went through a life altering event that brought me to the edge of....well basically sanity.
I lost total trust, respect, and love for a person I thought I was going to spend my life with and that didn't happen. However, when one door closes, another opens, as my friends and family have said to me in those trying months. 

It's funny when you are wronged so much and you put up with so much, it's like life doesn't miss a beat. It wasn't till I sat down, looked at my life to realize what exactly I have been doing for the past 3 years:

I wasn't happy
I was in constant struggle
I was losing my identity 

I was this confident college student that over time in 5 years, became a complacent beta begging little boy who sole purpose was to please my girlfriend.

I was foolish and that doesn't fit who I am at all

So, soon as my relationship was over and I got my shit together. My job called the exact day I said, "It's done, move on, bigger fish to fry" and I was hired that week.

I've been keeping away from art for awhile because well, the person I was with admired some of the earlier stuff I did on here and some of the stuff you didn't see and well, it kinda hurt to do drawings, it hurt because there was no feeling behind it anymore. Not only that but I'm immersed in my engineering job, and so far it has paid off greatly and it helps me, because I'm building a future for me.

As time passed in 2014, I noticed exactly what was happening to me and my future and what I wanted. What I solely forgot what I wanted came back.

I want to make a difference and impact in my job, and the world around me.
It wouldn't have happened if I was still in a relationship.

So I kept pushing forward. Watching my weight, slimming down, bulking out via lifting, dating, working, building charisma and confidence.... and I come to realize something, something I never knew about myself that I know now.

I'm a commodity.

It hit me hard the first time it happened, it honestly it scared me a bit, but I find it ultimately exciting now. I'm approached by women, I'm head lead in my job, I'm respected when I give respect and I take command of my life and any situation in front of me

For those of you who thought I was dead, well I'm not and I don't plan to be anytime soon. Too much I missed out on.

The only regret I have is that I cannot go back and change some of the things I accepted, in all honesty, I should have ended my relationship a long time ago, but again, I was lying to myself because I had to "accept" a person the way they are.

The fuck I don't.

I'm going to be taking on drawing the Sorceress from Dragon's Crown soon. How do you want to see her? 

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You're probably wanting to know where I've been.

TLDR story:
1. Put up with crap for about 3 years
2. Got Dumped 
3. Was beta
4. Got my shit together
5. Shit started falling into place
6. My life is now 100 times better

The story

Near the end of 2013 I went through a life altering event that brought me to the edge of....well basically sanity.
I lost total trust, respect, and love for a person I thought I was going to spend my life with and that didn't happen. However, when one door closes, another opens, as my friends and family have said to me in those trying months. 

It's funny when you are wronged so much and you put up with so much, it's like life doesn't miss a beat. It wasn't till I sat down, looked at my life to realize what exactly I have been doing for the past 3 years:

I wasn't happy
I was in constant struggle
I was losing my identity 

I was this confident college student that over time in 5 years, became a complacent beta begging little boy who sole purpose was to please my girlfriend.

I was foolish and that doesn't fit who I am at all

So, soon as my relationship was over and I got my shit together. My job called the exact day I said, "It's done, move on, bigger fish to fry" and I was hired that week.

I've been keeping away from art for awhile because well, the person I was with admired some of the earlier stuff I did on here and some of the stuff you didn't see and well, it kinda hurt to do drawings, it hurt because there was no feeling behind it anymore. Not only that but I'm immersed in my engineering job, and so far it has paid off greatly and it helps me, because I'm building a future for me.

As time passed in 2014, I noticed exactly what was happening to me and my future and what I wanted. What I solely forgot what I wanted came back.

I want to make a difference and impact in my job, and the world around me.
It wouldn't have happened if I was still in a relationship.

So I kept pushing forward. Watching my weight, slimming down, bulking out via lifting, dating, working, building charisma and confidence.... and I come to realize something, something I never knew about myself that I know now.

I'm a commodity.

It hit me hard the first time it happened, it honestly it scared me a bit, but I find it ultimately exciting now. I'm approached by women, I'm head lead in my job, I'm respected when I give respect and I take command of my life and any situation in front of me

For those of you who thought I was dead, well I'm not and I don't plan to be anytime soon. Too much I missed out on.

The only regret I have is that I cannot go back and change some of the things I accepted, in all honesty, I should have ended my relationship a long time ago, but again, I was lying to myself because I had to "accept" a person the way they are.

The fuck I don't.
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It seems it's the truth =_=
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Being a pedo is kawaii if you're popular!
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slinkysis3 Featured By Owner May 20, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist

Thank you for faving Iridae Nouveau

It is very much appreciated!

 Iridae Nouveau by slinkysis3

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KissSh0t Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015  Student Writer
You haven't drawn anything for a long time : <
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GeneralGM Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2015
I've been very busy and alot has happened in the last year. But im still ticking :)
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KissSh0t Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2015  Student Writer
Good to hear : >
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shadowlord19 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday.
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Shinjojin Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
:party: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :party:

I hope you're having a fantastic one! :D
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ppgrainbow Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday! :party::cake:
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SneakyLizard Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
So, GeneralGM. Do ya take requests?
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Shono Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013  Professional General Artist
 

Just like what WarAngel said: Thanks for the faves!


If you enjoy my comic art, You can Order Shadows of Oblivion #2 special edition right now. Details are here: fav.me/d63hf8f

If not interested, that's cool too, i still appreciate the faves, and the support!


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TheMan268 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
:party: :cake: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :cake: :party:
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